This entry contains depressing contents (consider yourself warned)
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
a door slams shut life-seeping darkness presses in suffocating, paralysing, intoxicating i fight without a hope to win
perhaps you never noticed the knife your words concealed stabbing, scalding, searing opening anew wounds unhealed
drowned in a red flood buried in bitter hatred sucked into nothing choked with questions unanswered
through your thoughts only He can pass and i am invisible a broken piece of glass
why? i try to be like Him to win just a little of your affection but He has stolen it all or do i not deserve your attention?
i tried, i failed and i'm worn to the core now i admit defeat i will be your burden no more
----------------------------------------------------------- ~Shi Jie Mo Ri~
xiang xiao lai wei zhuang diao xia de yan lei dian dian tou cheng ren zi ji hui pa hei wo zhi qiu neng jie yi dian de shi jian lai pei ni que lian tong qing dou bu gei
xiang ku lai shi tan zi ji ma bi le mei quan shi jie hao xiang zhi you wo pi bei wu suo wei fan zheng nan guo jiu fu yan zou yi hui dan yuan jue wang he wu nai yuan zou gao fei
tian hui hui hui bu hui rang wo wang le ni shi shui ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui ye xu shi yu yuan wei
lei bu lei shui bu shui dan ying wu ren xiang yi wei ye yue hei meng wei bei you shui ken an wei wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui ye xu tui fei ye shi ling yi zhong mei